363. In Order To Live

I’m tired of your nonsense. You keep giving me reasons why you can’t when I already know you can. You have the ability. You can’t keep pretending that you don’t. You keep saying that it’s too much, that you don’t know where to start, that you can’t figure out how to do it. But none of that is true.

You could start today but you don’t. You could at least figure out what your first step might be, but you don’t even do that. Yes, yes, you have all these concerns that you can’t ignore. About how you don’t have time. About how you need to focus on other things. About how it’ll never work anyway. Somehow you have time to think of excuses but none to actually do something.

I need to see you do. I need to see you take an actual step. At least one. Don’t give me reasons. I don’t want to hear any more flimsy reasons. I don’t want reasons. I don’t want words. I don’t want anything to do with language. Language can’t fix anything. I need action. I need movement. Real movement. And that means you have to change.

I know you hate change, but you can’t keep going like this forever. You’re stuck in the mud and you can’t stay that way. I won’t allow it. You have to change in order to be the person you must be. In order to live. That’s what living is. Changing once and then again. Changing without end.

You can’t keep being distracted. By all these words. By all these reasons. By all these little desires you have for this and that, for some imaginary future. Everything is calling for your action, right at this moment. It’s not just me. The whole planet is calling for you, out of desperate need. I know you can hear it. And I know you can hear me.

You, the one I’m talking to. Hear me right now. I need to see you do.